Inner Peace....basically i need to be less distracted by what i want, needs, desires and concerns what i need to do is to focus, achieve my goals and to give back to others, wow sounds very easy when I'm writing this down.
I have been thinking a lot of what i want to be in life...but i really never thought about how and when do i wanted. I will take action on all my goals and will accomplish what i want, I know that it will not be easy and that i may make mistakes or even fail, but that will not keep me from achieving my goals just have to keep on going.
The company where i work has giving me plenty of knowledge in the business industry, i will use that in my advantage to try to get ahead on my own. I know how to run a business and i know it all WORKS this should be pretty easy. HERE IT GOES NOTHING....
Monday, November 28, 2011
Thursday, August 18, 2011
something ill never say
One secret that I will never tell
I think about it all the time---and one tear falls
You just wouldn't understand no one will
This secret changed my life
Why me? I always asked
But then I realize I wasn't the only one
2 seeds were damage too –never grew the way they needed to
In my head they will always be
These memories I will never forget
Things are just not the same
And because of you I became this way.
-B
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Lonely--written on 6.3.11
It is Friday night and I'm all alone.
waiting for that text or call from you..i think i'am going crazy
my heart feels so empty without you i dont think this is real
the lonely nights without you are very blue
i wish you were here
yeah yeah i was feeling very romantic a few minutes ago ugh.. SIGHT
well its Friday night --and I'am home alone and i love it
is like freedom.. lol well not really but it is ME time-- I do stuff that i want to do girl stuff pretty much
and yes i get that lonely feeling sometimes but HEY is alright :)
i want to go to the beach and sit listen to waves coming to shore--the stars will be so bright and beautiful
but i dont want to alone when i do, maybe in the need of that special someone Maybe!!
this is another day--tomorrow will be awesome-- :) live high!! :) Love you all MWAH
waiting for that text or call from you..i think i'am going crazy
my heart feels so empty without you i dont think this is real
the lonely nights without you are very blue
i wish you were here
yeah yeah i was feeling very romantic a few minutes ago ugh.. SIGHT
is like freedom.. lol well not really but it is ME time-- I do stuff that i want to do girl stuff pretty much
and yes i get that lonely feeling sometimes but HEY is alright :)
i want to go to the beach and sit listen to waves coming to shore--the stars will be so bright and beautiful
but i dont want to alone when i do, maybe in the need of that special someone Maybe!!
this is another day--tomorrow will be awesome-- :) live high!! :) Love you all MWAH
Monday, June 13, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
Missed you
Dear
I have missed you today. I kept thinking of the security of your arms when you hold me, the wonderful flutter in the pit of my stomach when you look at me with loving eyes, the tender kisses that you leave on my skin as you leave in the morning.
There is just something about the autumn air that makes me feel at ease and open to love. It's hard to describe the emotion churning inside my body. It is like a delicate thunderstorm. With every kiss the storm gets stronger. The lightning strikes and my body yearns for you. The thunder roars and memories of your kiss, your touch, your taste... they all overwhelm me. All I can do is close my eyes for the few seconds that the memory lasts and savor it as it fades away.
Oh, I have missed you dearly today.
With the simplest kiss, you have made my heart soar and my body tingle with anticipation of your warmth.
you are amazing.
Yours
-B
I have missed you today. I kept thinking of the security of your arms when you hold me, the wonderful flutter in the pit of my stomach when you look at me with loving eyes, the tender kisses that you leave on my skin as you leave in the morning.
There is just something about the autumn air that makes me feel at ease and open to love. It's hard to describe the emotion churning inside my body. It is like a delicate thunderstorm. With every kiss the storm gets stronger. The lightning strikes and my body yearns for you. The thunder roars and memories of your kiss, your touch, your taste... they all overwhelm me. All I can do is close my eyes for the few seconds that the memory lasts and savor it as it fades away.
Oh, I have missed you dearly today.
With the simplest kiss, you have made my heart soar and my body tingle with anticipation of your warmth.
you are amazing.
Yours
-B
Monday, May 23, 2011
Reality
And so she smiled
As sweet as can be
In the face of the monster
Called reality.
As sweet as can be
In the face of the monster
Called reality.
It bared its ugly teeth
And flared its nostrils wide
Under its scrutinizing glare
There was nowhere to hide
And flared its nostrils wide
Under its scrutinizing glare
There was nowhere to hide
In its home, a cave
Filled with dark shadows, no light
She tried to run
As her soul was filled with fright
Filled with dark shadows, no light
She tried to run
As her soul was filled with fright
But the monster gave chase
And despite how fast the little girl tried to run
The monster was always ahead
And it seemed like he had won
And despite how fast the little girl tried to run
The monster was always ahead
And it seemed like he had won
Her throbbing legs
And aching heart
Proved how she felt
Like she was being torn apart
And aching heart
Proved how she felt
Like she was being torn apart
Was there anywhere
She would be safe and free
A place where she could escape
The pains of reality?
She would be safe and free
A place where she could escape
The pains of reality?
Because that monster
Tests and tries
To break you down
Your dead soul is his prize
Tests and tries
To break you down
Your dead soul is his prize
When you run away
He will pursue
But if you befriend him
He will be helpful to you
He will pursue
But if you befriend him
He will be helpful to you
Don’t run
Despite the chase
Invite him to join you
And create your own place
Despite the chase
Invite him to join you
And create your own place
Reality, you fiend
I thought you were my foe
But truly you’re my comrade
And now, the truth I know
I thought you were my foe
But truly you’re my comrade
And now, the truth I know
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