something ill never say

One secret that I will never tell

I think about it all the time---and one tear falls  

You just wouldn't understand no one will

This secret changed my life

Why me? I always asked

But then I realize I wasn't the only one

2 seeds were damage too –never grew the way they needed to

In my head they will always be

These memories I will never forget

Things are just not the same

And because of you I became this way.

-B

Lonely--written on 6.3.11

  It is Friday night and I'm all alone.
  waiting for that text or call from you..i think i'am going crazy
  my heart feels so empty without you i dont think this is real
  the lonely nights without you are very blue
  i wish you were here


yeah yeah i was feeling very romantic a few minutes ago ugh.. SIGHT

well its Friday night --and I'am home alone and i love it
is like freedom.. lol well not really but it is ME time-- I do stuff that i want to do girl stuff pretty much
and yes i get that lonely feeling sometimes but HEY is alright :)
i want to go to the beach and sit listen to waves coming to shore--the stars will be so bright and beautiful
but i dont want to alone when i do, maybe in the need of that special someone Maybe!!
this is another day--tomorrow will be awesome-- :) live high!! :) Love you all MWAH